i talk alot. i talk too much.

its been forever..

..i need to get back into the swing of this.

maybe i will, maybe i wont.

i havent blogged in forever..

..but today was just one of those days where i need to either type about something or curl up in a ball and pray someone will sweep me up and throw me out.

all in all i have realized alot today.

its not always fun though.

so..

..i pretty much feel as if my life is falling apart.

so far, i havent gotten excepted to the college i want to go to, i got my letter in the mail from camp deer run and i didnt get hired, i have no money for college, no plans for what im going to do after i graduate in the less than two months..

..everyone keeps reminding me god has a plan for me and i know he does. its so hard to keep ones faith when they feel they have nothing to be faithful in..

if you pray..pray for me please.

eh.

i never thought it would be this stressful being a 17 year old.. ..im more of an emotional wreck than ever before..

hayJohn

callmecurtis:

jessicaisaballer:

what a musical delight!

facebook has got me hooked on the “like” button.

you know..hayden sent me a link to listen to it..it was a musical delight..

so..

my night went from emotional as poo to wonderful..i love people who can make me happy without trying.. nightynight.

hm.

jessicaisaballer:

i had a dream last night of my future lover. it was delicious.

some people just make my day :D

jessicaisaballer:

i’m ready for spring break.

im going to pretend its me:D

its raining..

i remember when i was little me and my sisters would go play in the reain whenever mom would let us..it was so much fun back then.

i wish that people were still laid back and more carefree..but no..not anymore.

i wish it wasnt so cold..i would go play in the rain:)