i talk alot. i talk too much.: Archive

its been forever..

..i need to get back into the swing of this. maybe i will, maybe i wont.

Aug 26th

i havent blogged in forever..

..but today was just one of those days where i need to either type about something or curl up in a ball and pray someone will sweep me up and throw me out. all in all i have realized alot today. its not always fun though.

May 12th

so..

..i pretty much feel as if my life is falling apart. so far, i havent gotten excepted to the college i want to go to, i got my letter in the mail from camp deer run and i didnt get hired, i have no money for college, no plans for what im going to do after i graduate in the less than two months.. ..everyone keeps reminding me god has a plan for me and i know he does. its so hard to keep ones...

Apr 8th

eh.

i never thought it would be this stressful being a 17 year old.. ..im more of an emotional wreck than ever before..

Mar 25th

hayJohn

callmecurtis: jessicaisaballer: what a musical delight! facebook has got me hooked on the “like” button. you know..hayden sent me a link to listen to it..it was a musical delight..

Mar 20th

so..

my night went from emotional as poo to wonderful..i love people who can make me happy without trying.. nightynight.

Mar 17th

hm.

jessicaisaballer: i had a dream last night of my future lover. it was delicious. i wanna know more:D

Mar 17th

some people just make my day :D

jessicaisaballer: i’m ready for spring break. im going to pretend its me:D

Mar 12th

“sorry, im really hyper, i just cant wait to go home and play with my swords in...”

– so dont think that im making fun of dale..im not. he was seriously really excited..i wish everyone would jsut be themselves no matter how “weird” or “different” someone else thinks they are..

Mar 12th

its raining..

i remember when i was little me and my sisters would go play in the reain whenever mom would let us..it was so much fun back then. i wish that people were still laid back and more carefree..but no..not anymore. i wish it wasnt so cold..i would go play in the rain:)

Mar 12th

im exhausted..

sebadstian: hillarygotflava: ..and feel like i dont ever do anything right..and i know im not the only one that feels like this..so yeah, im going to quit feeling sorry for myself. you can forget everything you just read.. ..im lame. your not lame..you know back in the old days if you had a paralyzed body part they would call it like. like a lame leg or a lame eye…so at least your not...

Mar 12th

im exhausted..

..and feel like i dont ever do anything right..and i know im not the only one that feels like this..so yeah, im going to quit feeling sorry for myself. you can forget everything you just read.. ..im lame.

Mar 9th

mason is my absolute favorite:D

 (me) Aunt bill- Mason, are you going to come to my track meet on saturday?
 Mason- whats that Aunt Bill?
 Aunt Bill- Well im going to run around the track and jump hurdles and stuff.
 (mason is silent for a while)
 Mason- But, but, what are you going to shot turtles for?
heh, this booger is my bestfriend..goofball..it took me like 15minutes to convince him i wasnt going to shoot turtles..geeze: D

Mar 5th

today..

..i had a calm revolution in my heart..i thank my best friends for that.. i have zero clue where im going to college, no money, no plans..but i still seem to have my best friends and they are there and they love me. rachel leigh tuck-you will be fine, you are the funniest girl i know and you draw people to you..you dont need anyone to tell you differently. iloveyou. jessica ann mclarry-geeze,...

Mar 5th

Mar 2nd

zetus lepitus..

geeze, i havent talked to christian all day..i mean i have tried but he hasnt responded..i really do take that little booger for grated sometimes..i miss him.

Mar 2nd

a hug for hilly.

jessicaisaballer: i love you big girl, and everything will be okay. i pinky promise. wanna go to this party at gram’s church with me tomorrow? all my cutebutt cousins will be there. it’ll be great fun :) i love you too. i just smiled for like the first time today. text me, okay:)

Feb 28th

alkhfieon.

i worry too much, about anything, and everything. i need stronger faith.. ..and a nice hug.

Feb 28th

im graduating:D

i just got home from school and i opened the fridge and found this pasta my mom made for me..so i grabbed it out and said it looks good, then opened it up and said it smells good, then i took a peice and said mmm..it tastes good..right then i noticed i was talking aloud to myself and noticed had no one to share this wonderful discovery with.. so i texted mom and said it was wonderful. thanks...

Feb 27th

dora is a whore-a.

today at school my dora backpack that je bought me for my birfday broke. the zipper just popped right off..blah. im pooped, it was a long day..oh oh, and my sister got a boyfriend.. how weird. i love her:D

Feb 25th

hilly: ah, i want to see He's Just Not That into You.
lane: ha, thats the story of jessica life.
 (soon later)
 *jessica looks sad-ish.
je: oh my god, thats so true, all i ever pick up are strange future telling boys of men in trench coats.
 *lane and hilly chuckle*

Feb 25th

Feb 22nd

ah,

my mom just sorta sprung on me that she and my dad were going to garland today and they wouldnt be back til monday. she told me yesterday, gah. then she was like ‘your room needs to be spotless when i get home, oh and clean my bathroom, and do all your laundry too..’ “talk about shootin a man’s horse..WHAPP!” *does swift handmovement* anyways, so i just got off...

Feb 22nd

i have a bad habit..

of starting stuff then getting super off task..i so need to be cleaning me room right now. geeze. oh oh! last night je and lane and i went to soo madea goes to jail. it was funnyy. it was so packed that we got like the very last seats in the front row..i found myself going crosseyed during it. ha, but it was worth it c: i really miss my friends. i see them pretty much everyday, but thats when we...

Feb 21st